It was definately one of my better days.  School was a riot (even though I got less than my required sleep) and afterwards I was excited because I knew I'd be doing something awesome.  I got home and got ready, smoked a bowl and then I decided since Frank wanted to go to a strip club, I wanted to go hang out w/ Brandon. <3 haha.  So Brandon picks ( Read more... )

The days get better as they get worse.  This life has a sad way of contridicting itself, and I feel like I can't do anything but watch it go by and either enjoy it or loathe it.  Point being, my days don't seem to be very distinct anymore.  I don't have bad days, and I don't really have good days either.  Something always seems to balance them out ( Read more... )

Life is just like one big lie, and I feel like opening up a 6 pack and listening to sad music for it.  Lately, I've been making a lot of accusations twards people who I'd failed to realize were guilty in the past.  I didn't fucking put myself in this hole, I'm in this hole because other people needed me and I fell for their relentless bullshit.

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    I'm in love with the purple bong.  Story told...Last night was a rough one, I must say.  First- Brandon picked *me* up and we drove around for a bit while smokin a bowl and talkin.  I really needed to too, because it was a rough day for me.  My parents came home fighting and it was just a really frustrating day.  We went to Cassy's and blazed ( Read more... )

I try so hard to do everything right, and I get so upset when it all blows up in my face.  I don't understand why I feel like this... Everyday I wish I could be someone else.  Someone who had a little less stress in thier life.  No matter how hard I try to be the perfect student, daughter, sister, or friend...I never even touch the surface.  It's ( Read more... )

    I guess recently I've developed some kind of "anger-problem," or that's what my parents think anyways.  Yesterday my mom tells me her and my dad think I should see my mom's counsoler.  I don't see how this could possibly help me at all, I won't even talk to my best friend about my life, let alone some old, un-modernized shrink who'll probably ( Read more... )

So this morning [at noon when I finally gathered up the energy to get my lazy ass out of bed] me and Cassy came up w/ this killer idea that we should get dressed, grab two shovels and go up town door-to-door shoveling drive-ways and whatnot for money.  VERY stupid idea. By the time we got up there it was after 1, everyone's driveways and walkways ( Read more... )

It was kind of shitty finding out that I failed my Global Studies exam w/ a 51%.  It's okay, Cassy got the exact same score...and how weird is it that she sits right next to me? No...we didn't cheat, because our answers weren't the same.  But anyways, I called Frank from school and asked if he wanted to pick me up and he said no and hung up on me ( Read more... )

    Well, I can say I got kicked out of a basketball game as of last night.  Me, Cassy, Trisha, Ryan, and Frank went to Sandusky and us girls got kicked out for smelling like weed.  It was pretty fucked up, I mean...I wasn't ready to get caught by the cops for the first time. 
Anyways...so me and Frank are kind of hooking up again.  Of course the ( Read more... )

God bless staying at home.  Fucking-ay.
Today started out bad, and it's sure as hell going to end bad...Have fun at fucking Cobo tonite guys. I wish I was there, but you could try and rub it in a little less. 
Exams...theyre getting closer and closer. And as they do- I realize how much more time I need. 
Today, yes, I do in fact hate my FUCKING life ( Read more... )