i've really been taking people for granted. and i feel really stupid for it ( Read more... )

it's only been a few hours, but it feels like years without you. i know i did the right thing but i can't help but feel like i made a horrible mistake. everything we were was everything that made me complete. our world was the only one i ever want to live in.. it made me happier than i've ever been.. but time apart can only tell if it's meant to ( Read more... )

JON'S SURPRISE PARTY WAS FUN ( Read more... )

so from now on, most of the entries on this piece of shit are going to be
FRIENDS ONLY.

comment and i'll add you
♥kjfdhgvdfjnvfj

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YOU LOOK AT ME LIKE I'M A STRANGER. YOU PASS BY -SO FUCKING WRAPPED UP IN YOURSELF- AND WAVE TO ME, AS IF YOU DIDN'T RUIN MY LIFE.. AS IF WE BOTH MEANT FOR THINGS TO BE LIKE THIS.
..THINGS DIDN'T HAVE TO BE LIKE THIS.. BUT I NEVER HAD A CHOICE ANYWAY; YOU'VE ALWAYS HAD ENOUGH HATE TO MAKE UP BOTH OUR MINDS.

AFTER ALL THOSE YEARS, YOU STILL ( Read more... )

i overthink things. i analyze little things that no one means anything by until i feel like killing myself. sometimes i wish i was invisible. other times i feel invisible and wish i was anything more.

i hate school. i don't wana work. i have a headache. party's tonight.

the only reason i go to school anymore is for social psychology ( Read more... )

i've covered every last trace of myself.

he'll never find me here.
..& maybe someday i'll realize
that i never needed to be something elseto get his attention ( Read more... )