I really need to stop having these weird freak outs. On the plus side, I always feel much more empowered after.

Now I'm just going to feel like that all the time.

Time to put on my dancin' shoes.

I've all of the sudden got so busy its not even funny. I have plans until the friday after the decemberists concert. Thats fucked up. Well actually, its good. I used to be much more of a social butterfly. Went to parties all the time, shows, my friends poetry readings (because my friends are fucking amazing poets), shit like that. And now its all ( Read more... )

Its fucking cold in lake stevens. And its interfering with my skankiness.

All I have to say is thats the last time I borrow a lucky strike from some punk with a black mohawk.

Oh, wait.

Nevermind.

(I don't like making out in cars anymore.

At least not cars held together by duct tape)

Yesterday was fucking awesome. And you don't hear me say that much ( Read more... )

I, by no means, wrote these ( Read more... )

Ready for a Dresden Dolls infused emo post? HERE WE GO!

coin operated boy
sitting on the shelf he is just a toy
but i turn him on and he comes to life
automatic joy
that is why i want a coin operated boy 
Now this post isn't entirely about a boy. And it isn't entirely about a girl. But I still want someone thats going to love me automatically. ( Read more... )

I jimmied the back door open to get inside today since I forgot my key again. And things were different then how I had left them. All the little things were the same...but doors were shut that I had left open. Doors were open that I had left shut and different lights were on. The dog was shut in my moms room. It was creepy. And I've been on edge ( Read more... )

I'm so ready to stop missing Jamie. It was the worst on my birthday...but christ. It's been over half a year...when am I going to move the fuck on ( Read more... )

So Im super tired right now. But it just wouldn't seem fitting to not leave a birthday entry. But this birthday..sort of left me a little emotionally sad. I recall all the plans past friends that couldn't be there and that I had made for this "big event"...sleeping in the graveyard with Heather and Evangalene, something unremembered to do with ( Read more... )

So much to say.

And not one place to begin.

(its nice to meet boys that know what you're talking about when you say 'safety word' 'necks are sexy' and 'long nails...so hot' not as nice when these boys are ga-ga-ga-gay)