i feel like the worst person in the wrld and the feeling in my stomach is terrible. i wish that i was smart sometimes. sympathy is not something thati need i just need to think. i just need to figure some shit out because there is so much going on in my head right now. nothing really bad or bad at all, just i feel helpless and i feel this way about ( Read more... )

i cant imagine anything better. the person i see is that same person i love and fell in love with on a black rug covered slightly in white dog hair. in the backround was a soundtrack of songs that had flooded the steroes of the cars for the last feew weeks before that. i will never be convinced or changed in how i feel or see that person. i think ( Read more... )

First of all i would like to say that i miss red lights and the activity that is engaged in when resting at them. Second i would like to say that i am not completely fond of gaming. Third, i dont believe that a rocket is not the answer to upsetting the one that loves you ( Read more... )

Sitting in the studio is a whole different experience. i hear my parts over and over again as wel as the new additions from the others. evverything is coming together so well and i cant wait to release to the public and be known for this recording. its not what im looking forward to the most right now, but it is damn close. i hope this weekend ( Read more... )

So from what i hear there is a new found lush in town. it kind of saddens me to think of this person doing such things. i actually believe that it pisses me off as well. im just not impressed and it actually makes me think even less of you. i just think that its lame that you were so against such choices and ten al off a sudden those ideals didnt ( Read more... )

being lonely is the worst feeling in the world. for a good portion of the day i have not been in contact with a person that i know and can hold a conversation with for more than 2 minutes. my patience is slipping do to this makeshift lonelyness. i was waiting for grilled cheese and a couple poeple couldnt decide what they wanted and all the items ( Read more... )

I was just thinking.. i really miss the sound the her lips make when draw away form a filter. its cheesy. bu hey what else can i do?

im really looking forward to 1:00 on saturday. it shall be glorious.

such a brief entry, nate

I am so bored rigth now that i am thinking doing somehing stupid like cutting my hair of or some shit like that. i wish that i could ad not regret it, not that my hair defines who i am, its just that i happen to like it and i would not like it cut. what would like is a different story, why a riptide? thats all i must ask ( Read more... )

i dont know why i go to class this tired. i surprised that i am able to keep my eyes open with the minimal sleep that i granted my self this past night. i think tonight i am sleeping at my own house and that is kind fo nice because i will have my own bed. i am spending far more time at my house thn i usually do and that is not something that i was ( Read more... )

so im sitting here on this good 'ole laptop with nothing to do in a thursday night at 1 pm. it saddens me to think of the hard times that others that i hold dear are having so far away from here. hey! that ryhmed. i dont think i spelled that right! bu ti am also sad about other things and missed phone calls. tommorrwow qill be a great day because i ( Read more... )