...Anna Lee Frey Hunter is the Aunt of Josh and Gracie and the identical twin sister of my Second Mommy, Josh's Mom.  Anna was truly an inspiration to me and her mark in my Life will remain with me forever.  This is truley a terrible loss of such a Gogeous, talented, musical theatre Star.  She was a wonderful sister, Aunt, wife, and Friend.  Her ( Read more... )

...But anyone who's anyone knows my room, and there are probably Grimilins in there, anyways.  lol

But my God, the COLORSSSS.

Sometimes my worst fear is myself.  My own strength, my own needs, and whatever else is eating away inside of me.  Mabye that's why leaving Home for a bit is starting to scare me- mabye I'm afraid that things will have changed ( Read more... )

... Water is my eye
Most faithful mirror
Feathers on my breath
Teardrop on the fire of a confession
Feathers on my breath
Most faithful mirror
Feathers on my breath

Teardrop on the fire
Feathers on my breath

You're Stumbling a little

Sometimes I look in the mirror and I don't even know who I am anymore.  Everything inside of me is screaming for release; an ( Read more... )

...I'm absolutely disgusted.  I don't know what's worse, fucking hating someone, being overly attached to someone, or simply being disgusted by them.  I've realized lately that in the past couple od months I turned into a fucking Bitch, and I don't know how much I even fucking care anymore.  I feel more violent than I've ever felt and considering ( Read more... )

...Last time was the last time.
This time, you're 100% FUCKED.

Happy Fucking Fourth Of July.
Woah Woah Fireworks!


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 ...Daddy's Little Cannibal/Photoshootingtons.

...Yesterday was a lot of fun for me. I went and got my hair done, it's dark violet purple and a bit shorter. Then Leesa spent foreverrrrr making sure my finger-curl type hair-do looked great, which was good, because it did when, hours later, I went to Ruby's for a 20's Flapper-type photoshoot. It was ( Read more... )

 ...Which means that I'm "'Officially" free.

It's kind of a bittersweet feeling, not because I'm not totally stoked to be free of that shit, but because so much changed my Life while I was in Skool, obviously, and it makes me think back on all of the things I did, all the things I learned, friends I made, friends I've lost, things I lost, things I ( Read more... )

...I just graduated with a 4.0.  I'm moving out soon.  I get to see Paul this summer.  EVerything should be fine and dandy.

But I feel like a Shell.  Like an empty, empty Shell.  I don't even feel like a Bitch so much as I just feel numb to pretty much everything.  I don't feel the same way about people, I don't even think that I feel the same way ( Read more... )

...You Used To Be One Of The Rotten Ones 
And I Liked You For That
Now you're all gone
got you makeup on
and you're not coming back.

Bleachin' your teeth, smiling flash
Talking trash, under your breath
Bleachin' your teeth, smiling flash
Talking trash, under my window

Park that car
Drop that phone
Sleep on the floor
Dream about me

Pretty much how I feel.  Not ( Read more... )

  ...Because I grew up thinking I was nothing,
and even then I didn't really believe it.

If I was nothing I wouldn't have changed so many lives,
had so much of an impact,
or have so many people trust me.

After you're told you're nothing so many times,
you can either believe it or it becomes the stupidest thing you've ever heard.

Those words don't scare ( Read more... )