Ian always says "go write a livejournal entry about it," so I am because I really have no other way to get this out. This will most likely sound like it wasn't a big deal but it's not easy to bring me to tears but this did for a million different reasons. I will do my best to explain after. I wanted to go see Norma Jean, The Chariot, A Life Once ( Read more... )

My last entry: "I have truly found myself."

Adding on to that:

I have truly found myself... In the places I don't belong. I now know that much but where do I belong then?

I have truly found myself.

I'm tired of being sick ( Read more... )

This is an entry that is long over due ( Read more... )

I'm completely unfocused in school, I have been for a couple weeks now. I barely go, I'm fucking up. I couldn't focus at all today, I've been up for over 24 hours, again. From Tuesday to Wednesday I was awake for 38 straight hours. I feel sick and just a zombie surrounded by the living ( Read more... )

Here is a tip. Don't mix physical and emotional pain. It hurts.

FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCK YOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOU!

*Holds up middle finger*

:)

I think it's time for a fresh start.

I guess I do kind of live a secret life. Sorry, I miss you all.