I don't think I want to be lustingblood anymore. That part of my life is over and it is time to put the past behind me. My new username will be Thykarmabenill. An anagram of my name for those of you who are curious. So anyone who wants to stay on my friends list can add that username and I'll add you back. Otherwise, this will be another method of ( Read more... )

Well, let's see. I moved out of the apartment and back into my parents' house. I quit my shitty job at Cici's and decided not to pursue another job for awhile. Instead, I've been cleaning this house out like crazy. I had tons of old stuffed animals, jewelry, clothes, etc that I no longer have any use for and as soon as I finally get pictures taken ( Read more... )

This will probably be a rather lengthy entry, obviously, because I've been away for nigh on forever. I don't really even know where to begin. My life has been completely flipped upside down, shaken, and thrown to the wind. I guess I've come out of it (mostly) no worse for the wear, and hopefully a little wiser.

( relationship drama )

sometimes there seem to be so many possible perspectives from which to view things. Like, are people predictable by who they interact with. You know how somone you know well can be depended on to say a certain catch phrase in particular instances.. at least with you. But they may seem to take on a whole different persona with someone else. Are they ( Read more... )

( your weekly (monthly?) update.. rather long, I apologize )

( look, I have a heart, it's shiny )

having a clean apartment makes me happy ( Read more... )

blah
a moment of self doubt
in the face of flickering accusations
a twisted web of indiscretions
But through all the tangle of mixed emotions
the thread of your love is stronger
and I pull myself up and out of the
quagmire of insecurity

tomorrow is a new day
and love shall triumph all.

I hate the sound of people masticating. Ew gross. Just the sound of wet squishy chewing. Please close your mouth when you eat. And try not to be too disgusting about it ( Read more... )

what the fuck ( Read more... )