I haven't been this happy since I don't even know when.

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Last night. Wow. It was like I was in another world. I loved it.
I dropped all my plans, I ignored my cell phone... I just drove.
A little more than an hour later, I arrived in Dana Point and met up with the youngest boys everAn eighteen year old and two fifteen year olds. Yeah. I know, I know ( Read more... )

Yesterday was really weird. Woke up with Doug, Doug left.
I worked out, showered, Mari came over. Went to Simi Big 5 & saw my old boss Justin.
Mari tried out some Heely's and fell on her ass. We sat in the parking lot.
Went to the apartment, I felt unwanted for some reason, then left.
Mari and I went to some guy's house in the valley. Hot tub ( Read more... )

It rubs the lotion on its skin
It does this when it's told
It rubs the lotion on its skin
Or else it gets the hose
And when it's done there's one more thing
A simple little task, it's:
Put the fucking lotion in the basket.
Check out track number six!


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My dad got DSL, but he can't get it working & it doesn't work on my computer.
What a fucking bummer dude. I mean, seriously. Its like such a teaseLately life has been really confusing. I kinda feel like I did when I was sixteen ( Read more... )

Dude I drove so much today. I woke up at like 6:30am to Dougie kissing my face <3 Aw.
I saw my mommy & we ate breakfast. I love you so much mommy! I hope she's reading this ( Read more... )

Okay so like, yesterday I go to work. I work for 8 1/2 hours. It sucks.
I get off of work and go somewhere with someone... and I ended up coming home with this:


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Fuck. The Chappelle Show is funny. I love that man. <3
I finally have a day off. I'm going to go shopping and then run some errands.
Yesterday, I hung out with my model friend Jeff. He's awesome.
I haven't been hanging around with too many people lately.
My computer has a virus. It's great, it restarts all the time. I think I got rid of it ( Read more... )

Okay dude, life is fucking nuts. Seriously. I love it.
The highlights of my oh-so-whatthefuck weekend:
Friday night - hung out w/Dougie. Got ditched by that lamer from MySpace.
Matty picked me up... I NEED FIVES! Fuck haha.
Arriving at a FRAT HOUSE OMG at like 3am ( Read more... )

So... how could I possibly deserve this?
This affection, this adoration, this generosity.
Chris, I'm going to call you tomorrow.
Doug, I don't even know what the fuck to say!!! Except I... you know ( Read more... )