i miss ( this face. <3 )

& the only reason this trip isn't twice as depressing is that i confide in you.

so, if you don't want to talk to me for five days, what am i supposed to do?

texas.

everyone's sick of hearing it, but i miss steven. more than anything.

yesteryday we flew into dallas, and arrived at 2 pm. our flight to san antonio didn't fly out until 4, so we went and had lunch and then went back to our gate. we sat there for a good hour, and they announced that our flight was moved to another gate in another building. ( Read more... )

tomorrow at this time, i'll be boarding a plane and departing from virginia. traveling 2,000 miles to san antonio, texas.

the distance is what bothers me more than anything. i feel like i'll be too far away for anyone to care. i'll just disappear. forgotten. life here will move on without me, and i'll be stuck in one place 2,000 miles from ( Read more... )

the next three weeks are going to be hell on wheels.
i can't see steven or best friends.
supposidly kenda can't go to texas now.
thanks dad.

i miss steven, a lot. and it's only been 24 hours.
ksmith, july17th!!

i can't wait to go to texas, and then get back from texas and see steven. i'm hoping my psycho ass mother didn't cause the end of our relationship.

"yeah, megan is an alcoholic and a drug addict."

she told steven's paretns that. thanks bitch, for the downfall of my summer. if he's not allowed to see me anymore, than the day i turn 18 will be the ( Read more... )

it is a proven fact that she is indeed mentally ill.

shana, kenda, and steven, i'm terribly sorry that she brought the three of you into this. especially steven. i love you, even though you used the word optomistic completely out of context..asdmf.adsh

henyway.. i leave sunday for the deep south. good 'ol san antionioooo. i haven't seen my dad in ( Read more... )

+ shana
+ drunkards
+ steven most of the time
+ kenda

+ my new phone
+ shana's bed
+ shana's dog
+ shana
+ uhmmmmmmmmmmm sumermemrmememrererrrr

i leave in 6 days for texas. i'll miss steven, but it will be gravey. i know.

summer summer summer summer summer summer summer.

it's hereeeeeeeeewekljiuhfksjdfhkajhsf!!!!!!!!!!!

i love everyone, meaning shana kenda and steven.

my cellular device broke. now i get to use the ever-so-shitty 3 year old motorola that has a green screen. i love being poor.