you make me want to wear dresses
you make me pout when i beg
i dont know why you make me frail
or i cry at things you say
but i enjoy being your feminine
living in my make-believe world
flowers belong behind ears
and boys can't hit girls
despite my every intention
i find myself longing to be small
i want to held by someone like you
i want to be caught when i ( Read more... )

i'm ready for summer. school stresses me out. i take that back, chemistry stresses me out. when i wake up monday morning, my first thought is, 'only 5 more days until friday.'

i've been spending a lot of time with olivia lately, and even more time with steven. i miss chelsea, but she's caught up in other things. i miss zoe too. i can't wait until ( Read more... )

i'm sick of the norm. i hate school. i don't hate the fact that it's a learning institution, and i don't hate the work, i'm just sick of doing the same thing every year. we don't do anything that interests me. and the people are so stupid.

on the other hand, i still love life. and olivia, and steven, and chelsea, anddddd everyone else i guess.

as much as i know it's to soon. i really really do. <333

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-work everyday
+good ass paycheck
+chelsea's last night
+kristy saturday night
+steven both nights.

<333

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it's finally over for me. i don't care anymore. i was in it for all the wrong reasons. i'm over the nonschalant attitude, the hot and cold friendlyness, THE RANDOM SEX, and everything in between. you were never worth the touble.

spring break is next week. i need a fucking break. more than anything, i want to go to texas. get away from everyone. ( Read more... )

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last night=hail yeahhhh.

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Optimism is good. that's what i've been lately. It feels good. i'm not sad. or mad. i sometimes laugh. often times, actually. life can only get better. i'd rather be fucking insane and be a genius than have commen sense. thc loves to pull my brain apart, and i love it to do so. everything feels so surreal. i've been dreaming for a week and a half. ( Read more... )