i hate feeling distant from him. this is not supposed to happen..

hate to say, "i told ya so."

Dear Alisha,

happy birthday.
you are a bad daughter and a bad teammate.
let's not forget a spoiled, unappreciative brat.

love,
your family & a couple friends.

p.s. am i forgetting anything?

it's all such a blur now.. i can't recall ever being fully comitted the whole quarter. I was distrait and my mind was simply not in my work. my life was a mess and all over the place, and my mind completely mirrored everything that was going on in my life. i can't comprehend it; how did i ever allow myself to mess up that bad? i usually take great ( Read more... )

so i will see all of you brilliant things in about a week. pray we have a safe trip =]

merry Christmas to you all!!!!

1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One random thing
4. One love note.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. A hint to whom you are.

stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed stressed ( Read more... )

i wish that people would be more considerate and understanding.. they don't know what you're going through. they don't know the half of it, or how you could possibly be feeling.. some ppl just don't seem to understand that what they say or do could push you over the edge.. they don't seem to understand that when a rock is thrown at a house that is ( Read more... )

1) he sat there and fed me lies.

2) i knew better. but i had to pretend.

3) it's my fault. and i didnt even do anything. but i think that's why it's my fault..

4) you think you know someone better than anyone else... turns out you can never really trust anyone but yourself.

And in nothing terrified by your adversaries: which is to them an evident token of perdition, but to you of salvation, and that of God. (philippians 1:28 kjv)

There is no fear in love; but perfect love casteth out fear... (1 john 4:18 kjv)

all i know is that he tried to kill himself. and that he is going to jail. and that they are getting a divorce...

i wish that i could know more. like the whys and the hows and so on.. but everyone is afraid to tell me. i am terrified. i pray to God that this has nothing to do with me.. i wouldn't be able to live with myself if it did.