it's thanksgiving.. and i know that i should be giving thanks right now for all of the good things in my life.. but today, the bad has just been overpowering the good, and making it difficult for me to focus. and i feel selfish, because this is the day that i'm supposed to be giving thanks to Him for all he has done for me and in my life, but ( Read more... )

Now may the God of hope fill you with all joy and peace in believing, that you may abound in hope by the power of the Holy Spirit. (Romans 15:13 nkjv ( Read more... )

YOU GOT MY ATTENTION, GOD ( Read more... )

Every now and then there are things that pop up in our lives unexpectedly.. Situations, more particularly.. Hardships, rather. One would be expected to generally react to such devastating situations with shock and depression; no other reaction would seem humane to be quite frank. No one can be sure to tell when one of the bumps in the road is going ( Read more... )

the title of a "best friend" is not something to be thrown around lightly. i had to realize that the hard way a little while ago. and the situation with a certain someone & some of her friends right now is making me realize how apreciative i am to have friends that would never do something like this to me.. friends that would never let me get ( Read more... )

the most irritating night of my life.

ok, so thats a little dramatic. but it was insane. like.. the epitome of a bad night.

long story put short,
-i was at a gas station for 30 minutes in a bathingsuit, i got to experience a car wash from the outside of my car, i nearly got raped, and i made friends with a police officer. all freak accidents.

mmmyeah ( Read more... )

-i am deathly ill.

-i'm being a little over dramatic.. but i am pretty sick.

-i've been running on Empty.

-staying home today should do me some good.

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You don't know my name ( Read more... )

i know its dumb to use LJ to vent, but i'm going to this time.. you dont have to read this. you can ignore it all ( Read more... )

luv 2 live 227: man will always fail us. its in our nature. and the more i come to terms with that, the more i become less bitter with ppl, and start to blame less, and be less movable, and less dependant ( Read more... )