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[luv2starve84]

Okay I know its been awhile since I've updated, I've been really busy with school. I'm really depressed about this whole recovery thing. I mean I really want to recover and I've been trying to eat all week, I really have but everytime I eat I get upset with myself and get teary. I really have been trying not to freak out after I eat but its very

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[nestle_qwik]

i'm glad to hear you are recovering honey.
you give me hope.
lovesara.

[conjure_me_thin]

If you like, I can ask a friend who is recovering if she'd like to talk to you and you two can help each other?? it might make it a little easier

[callmenotcrazy]

Hey, haven't talked to you in a while because I also haven't updated in a while. I have a new lj now: www.livejournal.com/amyr423, so add me if you want. :)

[starved_for_u]

Hey hunny, u prolly don't remember me.. I was active in ednos-only at the same time u were.. hope everything's going okay. I'm also commencing recovery. Hugs!

[luv2starve84]

hey yeah I remember you! how have you been? I've been horrible and decided I couldn't handle recovery anymore, it was just too hard and I'm such a fat ass right now. so I'm getting my ass down to 90 pounds. hope you are doing well! hugs

[relapse_love]

hey it's me... are you still in recovery? i'm not :)

[luv2starve84]

hey!! I've been having a horrible time since day 1 with this whole recovery shit. its just so hard and within the last week I couldn't even make myself eat and everytime i ate I was just like I can't do this anymore and I've been taking alot of laxatives lately. also I'm soo depressed too. I'm such a fat fuck right now. so fuck recovery. I'm going to get my ass down to 90 pounds and i don't give a fuck what anyone saids. lol. anyway how have you been? i missed you! "hugs" well write back when you can, and i look forward to talking to you!