well i know almost no one will read this if any. i have done alot and alot has gone on the thing i am most proud of is i have been completely clean for 1 year and i am married to a wonderful man who makes laugh everyday ( Read more... )

I'm putting it all together or trying anyway. I hope you see that in me...I hope I don’t fall down on my face again. to look around at all and realize the humiliation. To carry myself across a crowd and never have to look back Regretting it all. Over and over again I hope to leave here having found something to help me along hold on to one more ( Read more... )

ok so here are my fav pics of 2006
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so hello to anyone who hasn't read from me in a while sorry about that my life has been kinda crazy.in the last years or so i have gotten a great job and lost it been in love and lost that to. had something inside of me all girls dream of and lost that as well. i am ready to move forward in life i have a new best friend i love him with all my heart ( Read more... )

hey everyone wow its been a long as time. and look at this i think i might not have anything to say !!!!! oh yeah i don't

i miss you candice i miss you dad i miss you krista i miss you todd i miss you gma sue i miss you all damn it i want my family back my sister my dad the best parts of me are gone but i still have my love "tyler" my soon to be hubby will you come to the wedding if not fuck you cause i love him and he is the one who came back for me !!!!

oh my goodness i work at sony. i have a job isn't that awsome ha ha ha i know i do kinda rock .i am really happy my shit is going good i think i may get the things i want u know my dream lol. woo hoo for me-

maybe but never for to long lol... i have finally stood up for myself thanxs to the 30 i told someone i love very much no and he proved me wrong ... i stod up for myself oh my god i let him know loud and clear that it was not ok to do those things to me and he listend and i fully trust in my life getting better all because i kept a promise to ( Read more... )

im in del mar right now at my moms ive been super sick right now im onn percocet it feels nice a brake from all the pain ive been in im happy right now and thankful for my friends like diana and kenny and lindsay . kenny saved my ass more then a few times this month . so i don't know if u read this kenny but from the bottom of my hart thank you so ( Read more... )