i guess im having one of those deeply introspective weeks. what the hell dose all this mean. life and the choices we make. Are our choices really just some preplanned destiny , everything is already picked out for us. how are we supposed to know that are decisions can affect us more then we could ever know. i miss people who are still her because ( Read more... )

i really have nothing to write about but ill write anyway. im tired of being sick i wanna have kids and im a sexy bitch so life is good.i love you all wink wink

wow that was a fun time. for those of you who care ive been in the hospital for a few days . 4 days and now i owe the over 20,000 dollars fun fun fun ( Read more... )

i feel like im going fucking crazy. my whole life is not what it seems i think i have so  uch more then i really do i just want everything to go back to normal. when i am alone and i have no worries nothing to stress me out i want to go back to that numb time in my life not because of drugs but numb because i had no thoughts in my head like i have ( Read more... )

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Everyday i wake up and see those books and i remember my daddy is gone. And i hurt all over again.Then i roll over and i see him{tyler}and it makes everyday so much more worth putting up with , i'm so glad i have him and i'm so glad he loves me. katie i'm so sorry about your dad, and i know what your feeling trust me it feels like it will never ( Read more... )

i won i won i won haha ha haa he he ha ha i won

A year ago next monday is the day my father told me he was sick.lately my sister and i have been having problems with our step mom over some comic books my dad had. He wanted them to go to my sister and i. but my step mom is acting like she is going to keep them. it is stressing me out. but hey life could be worse.life has been worse

he makes me so mad at times i just want to smack him in the face Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.