I read past entrys and sigh at how disgustingly in love i was... and then remember it was all for the best. Its time to say goodbye. Its time to say i love u. Its time to let go. Its time to tell u how much i miss u. Its time to move on. Its time to stop cryin, cuz i know ur not. ITs time to grow up. Its time to join the real world. Its time to ( Read more... )

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well i finished my paper on sexual orientation and youth suicide.... that explains the subject of this posting aka my title ( Read more... )

pues te cuento que yo te ame...yo te lo daría todo si me lo pidieras...me duele pensar que tu solo me ves como alguien que puedes usar y abusar... mi pobre corazón no sabe que mas hacer contigo... lo triste es que si me lo pidas yo volvere a ti cada vez... HAY AMOR PORQUE ME HACES ESTO!!!!!!

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Hey luvys,

To much has been going on in my life that I feel obliged to inform you all.

1. I am currently attending NYU and will be until further notice…my schedule isn’t so bad…the only slow day is WEDNESDAY!!! I only have two classes, but one is at 9-10am and the other one is at 3-5 pm… I have no clue wat I am goin to do for the next couple of ( Read more... )

this is me updating....

i have a lot of things im sortin out in my life right now...

i have a lot of built of rage, anger, sadness, anxiety, longing, hurt...just  a bunch of diff. emotions i have kept inside...

i feel like ive changed A LOT!!! insecurity can do that to you... shit it all felt like a fucking nightmare... its not ( Read more... )

what can i say u hurt me... u dont even know it... but u have... thank u father for accusing me of shit i didnt even do... u don't know... u dont even understand how much i want to run away sometimes... how i want to leave all this drama that we have created.... u should know this father... u have to start to trust me, and i have to start to trust ( Read more... )

Hey luvys,

Well being me sucks right about now... with no freedom... no life... and no love... what is one to do?

Maybe its time i get over all of this self-pitty and change my life... no one is going to do it for me... now are they...

O how i once was happy............

is it really over... is this really done...or is this another one of my half-baked ideas...