ya so thats all i am. its all ill ever b. cuz i cant stop n "i dont wana". i fuck up everything. its all i can do. jus fuck up ppls lives. n mine the worse. im jus a failure. i cant make ne one happy. n if i cant start by makin myself happy then its neva gona happen. i always try to make others happy but it jus fucks up sumthin w/sumone else. i jus ( Read more... )

i dont even kno where to start. these past 3 days. have jus been like whoa. i slept the past 3 nites at matts house. its been a great weekend. the new semester starts tomorrow. im sad. i hope i got sum good ppl in my classes. man im tired as fuck. i think im goin bak to bed. nite

felt like updatin since i havn't in a while. nothin has really happened lately. went out to brandons house friday nite. had a swim meet sat. then sat nite jeni n chris came ova. we watched thirteen n shrek2. fun times. then sunday i worked 11:30-8. pretty much my whole damn day. monday didn't go to skewl cuz i was sick. yesterday worked 11-2 then ( Read more... )

i figured i should update since i havn't in a while. well not really a while but ya. today we were suppose to bak to skewl. but we gota snow day. couldn't fall bak asleep so me n carly chatted. then decided to go to mcdonalds for breakfast. called jeni n her mom woke her up. then picked up the grls n went n picked up my bro then went to mcdonalds. ( Read more... )

hmmm...last nite was umm different. ashley stayed the nite cuz her parents kicked her outa the house for the nite. i cleaned my room n waited for ash to get to my house cuz her parents were bringin her ova. then mom n bro left so i jumped in the shower. ash came while i was in the shower. then dan asked us to go bowlin. well actually he asked ( Read more... )

so im waitin for ash to call so i thought i'd update. hmm where to start. me n jason dont go out ne more. ill leave why between us cuz the whole world doesn't need to kno. his grandma's in the hospital. i guess shes real sick and might die or possibly is dead now. i feel bad but i cant talk to him cuz hes workin out in berea n shit. wont b home til ( Read more... )

hmm thats alot of money

so i've done my good deed i would say to last me a couple days. i not only helped my mom get unstuck at 6:15 in the mornin. but i also helped my other neighbor for about 15 min. he gave me $10 cuz he didnt get ne where n it was early. then i came inside. my neighbor dave went n did the guys driveway. then went n did his ex's. then did the street. i ( Read more... )