So, it has been a while since I posted and I figured I'd update and tell everyone what was going on! ^.^ <33

C.W. finally called me today. He misses me terribly and I miss him. We made plans for Thanksgiving and for Christmas because he has met most of my family and friends, but he wants me to meet his. I'm gonna go spend, like...a week of Christmas ( Read more... )

How have you been? Good, good. So you are sharing my drama? Excellent. That's what I like to hear.

As soon as I turn 18, I am moving out of my mother's house. Where will I go? I have no clue. For now: that doesn't matter, but in a month or so, I will be gone and that is the bottom line in this novel of drama my birthgiver has created.

I drove her ( Read more... )

So, yeah. I can't sleep.

My schedule for my senior year of high school:

1st Semester:
1)  Psychology...Mr. Buchanan
2)  Economics and Government (year-long)...Ms. Akard 
3)  Interdisciplinary Studies (year-long)...Ms. Akard
4)  Study Hall...teacher n/a 
5)  English IV...Ms. Lively

2nd Semester:
1)  Adv. Algebra & Trig...Ms. Duncan
2)  Economics and ( Read more... )

So, last night C.W. and I just KEPT ON ARGUING non-stop. I mean, there was no turning back. We just kept on arguing and kept on arguing. We got to the point where he was saying that he had started dipping...and that he was racist. Now, it's not that I actually believe those things that he said. (Because he buys the dip for his brother AND one of ( Read more... )

I feel like the worst form of poop. I'm so sick I got my boyfriend sick. I also got my Mom sick. And I think I actually may be getting my sister sick. Sheesh! lol ( Read more... )

*My back hurts...as does my elbow...and come to think of it...my neck's a lil sore too.

*I'm kind of pissed off angry with C.W. because he didn't call me last night like he said he would....but I'll get over it. <33

*I'm going on a double date monday and my goal is to get one of my friends hooked up with one of my friends.

*I'm in love with a song ( Read more... )

I fianlly have myself believing that I am actually happy. I am happy again.

See...I have finally convinced myself that I am very happy with C.W. again. Why? I'm not certain. But I do know this...he is the only thing in my life that is making any sense at all right now. He is one of the only things that can make me smile. He is the only thing that ( Read more... )

Really big surprise. Heh. Whatever. Apparently...C.W...this guy I'm "with" is...completely and totally in love with someone else. And, it's not an assumption. Not at all. He came right out and told me that he was in love with this girl. I mean, I'm in love with someone else too...not gonna say who...but I'm in love with them. And, unlike the ( Read more... )

Hello...here I am. How have you been? Good? Good. ^.^

So, anywho...I am now happy. Holy fuck! What is happening to the world? It must be the god damned apocalypse. lol Nah, j/k. But anywho...not a lot has been going on here. Heh.  I'm still datin that C.W. fella...everything's goin good again. He gets hateful sometimes...but I don't care because I'm ( Read more... )

You see...that fella that I am dating...he just isn't making me happy. I like him most of the time...but the majority of our relationship is him pissing me off and I'm all ready getting sick of it. I'm not the type of person to like being pissed off all the time because I'm a really happy-go-lucky person and everything. Well, anywho...

I have ( Read more... )