so frankie tried to kill me typical in the loud/angry family. eh thelmer sticks up for him of course... w/e thats my mother for you . my brother tries to kill me and she swears to god that its my fault.... ok ok ok i shouldnt have gotten mad at him when he was talking shit and ill admit cutting the phone cord was alittle off. but the son of a ( Read more... )

absolutely nothing because i have no life... actually... hmmm .... my mom made me stop going to leaders again thanx thelmer .my grades are slipping so i guess it was a desperate attempt at a good cause.El yay for child support.schhol is still as fun as ever. we all got in trouble for playing with the fire extinguishers.......again. i once again ( Read more... )

the worst feeling ive ever felt was the thought that frankie was dead. there was so much blood. and its all a game to him my life is a freaking joke. hes careless and selfish and he doesnt care how much he scares me. it doesnt bother him one bit that i dont feel cmfortable at home.i dont kno how long i can take this. he's sick.. like his father ( Read more... )

hmmm been thinkin alot lately and i miss leaders ... i had fun there and i miss the people.... but most of all i miss the kids at drop-in ... i miss those little bastards.maybe ill talk to fred about lettin me come back cuz thlmer said she would think about it but for some reason she hates fred with a firey passion of a thousand suns... hmm... ( Read more... )

...... whats up?? haha umm hung out with amy and christine thursday.. always a good time with those two.this weekend kicked major anus . it was donkey's surprise birthday party everyone was drinking it was great noop and i played with the helium throughout the party it was great.didnt go to school today because i ended up watching lilyian... which ( Read more... )

.... started physical therapy yesterday..... its was alittle odd...... i guess my knees bend back when my legs are straight so thats a problem.Early release today whoot! I think i wanna take a photography course ... lowell is a beautiful place .i graduate in 7 months that sux! man am i gonna miss my guys and those juniors would be lost without me ( Read more... )

hmmmm seems like nothing helps now-a-days but eh... im getiing my senior pics today el yay! so ill be sure to post em if ya want one ya have ta let me kno and ill get it for ya.my mom picked the worst pictures ever too bad they were expensive or i would burn them.hmmm....... not much to write except that.... me grammy moved to florida yesterday she ( Read more... )

frankie is an ass because he injured himself and got stitches i have to wait a couple of weeks for me tat.. fred its gonna be stars.. prettyful!! the situation with frank is ok... im not afraid to tell the truth and i have to be there for my sister so... ok..... i have 8th grade orientation wed and im so nervous.. i have to speak to like 200 kids ( Read more... )

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things seem really interesting right now. like if i were a human researcher i would be the best ginnuie (sp?)pig.Lately i find myself having no time for anything yet i do nothing all day.Ive been in this depressive state for too long im neglecting eveyone. im afraid amy and christine wil move on without me because im so distant from them right now ( Read more... )