I figure its time for a blog.

The funny thing is nothing is really weighing on my mind right now, well except for the fact that I am working my ass off here lately. Seriously. It's completely gone. Well..not completely gone but it's getting there. I work at PN 9 to 6 monday thru friday. Then I work at the rest. friday night, all day saturday, all ( Read more... )

Im not really sure if anyone reads these silly little postings or not. I merely just use this journal as a way of expressing my thoughts and feelings and to totally vent. If anyone reads this and gets offended exit out of my page because these are my thoughts, although they might not be the correct thoughts to be feeling they are still mine. so for ( Read more... )

i dont even know what my last entry was about. im sitting at work about to fall asleep. it's crazy right now with my life. im so confused about it. i did not know you could be confused about the things im confused about. wait. did that even make sense? i have been out a few times with my room mate but i just have not found anyone suitable enough ( Read more... )

 
I finally finished packing and moving everything from my apartment in Denton. Im so glad to be away from that place it's not even funny. Even though I had a lot of friends, and a lot of great years there it was time for me to move on. These past six months I feel like Denton has suffocated me. I started depending on people that I did not ( Read more... )

 So I woke up this morning in such a better mood. After my shower I was refreshed and realized that life goes on. Im over it. So, I was exiting off the toll road and this guy in this car was just like at a complete stop. I thought he was alittle further than he actually was. Well let me add it was pouring down rain and I had to swerve and miss this ( Read more... )

STUPID GUYS. STUPID STUPID GUYS.

I WON AT BEER PONG LAST NIGHT.

I LOVE THE GUYS WHO TELL YOU THAT YOU ARE COMPLETELY AWESOME. AND YOU THINK YEAH MAYBE I AM BUT THE ONE PERSON I WANT TO CARE ABOUT THAT DOES NOT GIVE A RATS ASSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS.

STUPID FUCKING GUYS.

I just dont get it. What do guys not get about letting go?
how can you sit here and tell me all this hurtful stuff, make me cry,
make me feel horrible pain, dont talk to me, and then all of the sudden
start trying to talk to me and think I am going to give you the time of day?
Who do you really think I am? What part of it's in the past do you not ( Read more... )

 fangela just texted me that and so i thought it would be a nice introduction to my blog, go me :)

wow, i have so many emotions running through my body right now I can't quite keep up. First of all, I got a call from the apartment office, the aparments i have been looking at are unbelievebly awesome, and they said I had been approved. I was unsure ( Read more... )

well well well so i finally had my first weekend off in like almost two years. It was quite refreshing, or at least so I thought.. On friday when I got off I drove down to Austin because Paul and his friends were in a car show (tx heatwave). I did not get down there until like 9:30. I was so exhausted I did not really even try to get glammed up. I ( Read more... )

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To really love a woman
To understand her - you gotta know her deep inside
Hear every thought - see every dream
N' give her wings - when she wants to fly
Then when you find yourself lyin' helpless in her arms
Ya know ya really love a woman

When you love a woman you tell her
that she's really wanted
When you love a woman you tell her that she's the ( Read more... )