I seriously feel so beside myself at this point in life. I really do try and be the best person I can be. Personally I don't believe I need to change. Though that may just be me being stubborn. I'm a good friend to everyone. Never lie to them or try to disrespect or hurt them. Within the past few days, I haven't talked to Juan due to no cell phone ( Read more... )

people anymore. why is it that if a girl has had sex with a few people then they are looked down upon and thought differently about??? yet, if a guy sleeps with random girls or every girlfriend he gets its okay. thats just really fuckin annoying. I mean shit I've only been with four guys. FOUR. Not twenty. But for some reason, I'm considered a slut ( Read more... )

Lately, I have been through hell and back. Literally. I've seen a lot of things and dealt with things I never thought I would ever have to deal with. But, I'm glad that I went through it. Truly it changed me. It made me realize that I really need to figure things out for myself and quit taking shit from people. To quit being used and seen as ( Read more... )

Today was a really amazing day. My parents and I went and looked at a car that I randomly saw. It was really nice. I liked it tons. Afterwards we headed to main street. I walked on my own. Saw Cody and Tyler with some dude. So I talked to them. The guy was named Evan and he got my number. He's pretty cute. Came home went to sleep after reading a ( Read more... )

I really don't know what has happened to me, but I'm just never happy anymore and the smallest things set me off to no end. Like I think its because I truly don't have anyone that I'm close to. Sure Bree and I chill a lot but she just doesn't listen to what I have to say, and when she does, its not like she really is listening to me. She listens ( Read more... )

Today it finally rained. Though I didn't even know about it until it had gotten a bit cold outside and once it was starting to like stop. =[ I hope it rains again and soon. I really just want to sit outside and listen to it, or fall asleep to it. Either work for me. So my ex boyfriend, Jordan, wrote me on myspace. We are talking again. Its pretty ( Read more... )

Okay so Bree has been with me every day this whole week since Sunday. She finally ended up leaving today so now I'm alone. yesterday we went to main street and then the corner pocket. We hung out with Brian, Beri, James, and some others. I met some guy named Josh but eh. When we got home Kyle came over and we watched Sweeney Todd. Brian sent me a ( Read more... )

So pretty much I'm still sick and I've just been hanging out with like..tons of people. Bree and I are finally able to be around each other again which is awesome. Um I ended up dating Mike, but for only a few days then we broke up. I'm pretty sure he cheated on me or something. Unfortunately I do like him quite a bit for whatever reason. He claims ( Read more... )

Um so pretty much since being arrested I've just been chillin. I currently have mono so I can't like go out and do anything. Bleh. Ashlee has been coming here and stuff like that. Her, Myko, and Seth came over the other day. That was pretty straight. We just chilled outside and stuff like that. I broke up with Jacob who was my boyfriend because he ( Read more... )

So today was a really crazy day. Spent it on main street with Ashlee, teh boyfriend Jacob, and my fwends. We went to the corner pocket which is where you can go to play pool and shit like that. Uhm Anthony the gay boy showed up there. He eventually started shit with me and blah blah. Then he put a warrant out for my arrest by telling the cops I ( Read more... )