group A ( Read more... )

I don't see myself having one soulmate, one person I will love forever, to grow old with, till death do us part and all that nonsense ( Read more... )

So I'm taking Time out of cleaning to drink some crack in a can and update this shit. So its 144am and I'm still cleaning out my house cuz I have no one to fuckin help me. I swear when I get back to TN I'm gonna start recriting people for the "incase Jessica moves again" crew. I'm just gonna be walking up the street and be like "hey you, ( Read more... )

Damn it Niko. Got me all worked up. Now I've got all this pent up sexual energy and no way to work it off. And I think I really should take care of this problem soon. Something to tide me over until I find something in TN. Plus ill be riding in the same car with Ronnie for like 3 days in which he'll be "jokingly" flirting and whatnot. So if I don't ( Read more... )

What is my biggest flaw, I lack drive. Ill want something but that's as far as I get. wanting. I'll start something then stop. I'll put it off until it gets to crunch time I'm so far behind I lose hope and see no point in going further ( Read more... )

UI spent 90% of yesterday reading through my lj and diary land Accts. Things have changed over the years since, there's on thing that has remained the same. My loneliness. My craving for companionship. My yearning to be loved. My envy of everyone else who can so easily achieve the one thing that eludes me. Just out of reach. Like in a dream where ( Read more... )

So I haven't been on here in like for ever..but reading all my old posts made me want to write.. really write. Not just update a post ever now and again, censoring myself because of who might see and have sometthing negative to say. I want to really vent sometimess... get emo sometimes. So I'm back... like a heart attack

Post a response here, and I will ( Read more... )

i was board and decided to go on to diaryland to read some of the old entries i had written when i was young and stupid but for the life of me i cannot remember my username. i can remember my password but not my username. if anyone can remember it please let me know. thank you ( Read more... )

fading away like the day ( Read more... )