Back to the single life for me. He broke up with me...suprisingly its not because of something like he doesn't love me anymore or like me anymore or that I just really pissed him off...it seems to be actually because he loves me so much. He told me he doesn't want to hurt me anymore and that I deserve better than how he treats me. He told me I didn ( Read more... )

I got a peek of u tonight, I don't know if you noticed.
I was walking by and glanced at you.
My heart skips a beat everytime I see you.
Sometimes I wonder if you notice. I'm sure you do.
I try not to make it obvious though since you already know.
I keep it a deep dark secret since I know nothing will ever come of it no matter how much I wish it

Tonights party made me realize just how much I feel like I don't fit in anymore here

I have so much on my mind right now. First of all I'm still tryin to figure out what I'm going to do next semester. While I am freaking out about it, I am also a bit more calm cause I can actually see my options now, well at least some. Then, theres my whole boyfriend thing that has had my mind running in circles all day. I hate saying this, but I' ( Read more... )

So everything seems to be going wrong lately. Not only are me and school not getting along, but then my car decides to not work. The stupid key won't turn and I can't figure out why! I spent all last night taking my car apart to figure out why and I still have the problem! I can't fix it till the weekend of the 24th, so until then I have to find ( Read more... )

Sometime's I really wonder if I was meant to go to college. Things just don't seem to be going right anymore. I've never been one to give up, let alone feel like giving up, so why do I now? Why is it that nothing at all seems to be going right for me right now?

So I realized today how much I've changed in the past few years. I realized not only how much I've grown up but also how much my ex boyfriend changed me. This change isn't neccessarily for the better either. I was looking at old racing pics today with a friend who I used to be on the pit crew on and it made me realize how much I loved being out at ( Read more... )

Why do I like guys I can't usually be with? Why do I find someone who I have so much in common with when they can't do the whole relationship thing? Is it just bad timing on my part? Is it something that needs to really build up a lot before anything happens? Or is it just not meant to happen? I hate feeling this way, cause its no ones fault...its ( Read more... )

This last weekend was interesting. Friday, Janine and I went to Omega. I got drunk quick and passed out in TK's room...once again sorry and thank you TK! I wasn't awake for much of the night, but the time I was, was a blast! Saturday, we went to PhiBall, at least the end of it. It took me washing my hair 3 times to get the black and pink out of my ( Read more... )

These last few days have been quite interesting. Friday was a lot of fun at Boogie Nights! :) Its always fun at Omega :) While Scott stayed for a bit over there, he decided early that he was leaving and going to Pike all because the party hadn't gotten going yet since we wanted to get there early. I really wish he would actually give Omega a chance ( Read more... )