just hangin in there..it still hurts.. but ya know what can we do. besides try and move on.. november is almost here :-D just one more month till the big day. the only thing i can think is maybe it wasnt time for us to have a baby. although we wanted it more then anything *tear*

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i had a miscarraige monday :( but were hangin in there just in alot of pain anyone know of some pain meds thatll help?

*shrug*

we really wanted this.

i found out the other day that my cpusin had a miscarriage. its her 4th one and the doctors think she wont be able to have any more kids and shes only 20 :( anyways.. im probaly deleting lj since im mostly just on mypsace now.

tata

Hmm.. well yeah i think this is funny shit. i'm 6 weeks pregnant and my cousin Lisa just found out today that she is pregnant also. And she already has a one year old. Which if she wouldn't of told me whenever i found out i was pregnant that she wanted another one i doubt it would of happened. Plus she also me that our grandma had a dream that ( Read more... )

 well i went to burbon tonight..it was actually kinda dead didnt run into no one it was a bit lame. oh well im really tired..good night

not sure what to say or even where to start..yea i do miss him and us but ya know thats probaly how it's always going to be espically since i just found out im pregnant.i know for sure ill always love him and i guess if we're meant to be together then eventually we will be back together if not then i guess we won't be. intill further update later ( Read more... )

i swear im grr i hate guys broken promises lies non constent arugments temper rages and all..ill update more tomorrow or whenever when my retardo bf fuqqs up more as hes done the last few months it just really gets olddddddddd

selina

well im guessin it was fun while it lasted. shrug.. boys.. i dunno anymore.i give up on guys.. they say well PROMISE YOU one thing and then say or do another. so it's over and done with and im done with dating.

later

i could care less what anyone says or thinks but thats them. no it isnt tad that im marrying. so think what ya want. good bye

I'd just like to say that i'm engaged and that the wedding is probaly going to be november 12th if any of ya'll wanna come send me a comment and let me know and i'll get cha a invite.<3

Selina