ok monday was my birthday i recently turned 16 no biggie so did my friend heather since she's only one day younger than me my birthday sucked but i'm ok now i spent my weekend @ heathers 4 her party i went to sleep cuz her and becky were on the computer and stuff next day adams calls us up and ask us to go the mall wih him and sum other ppl ...so ( Read more... )

ok so i've been up to sum stuff i started skool thats cool but i got into a fight yesterday but i'm not allowed to go into detail ~another thing i hate like everything about my life again ~as soon as skool starts i jus wanna go and shut everyone out tell them to leave me alone~even though most of my friends care i knoe heather,andrea,becky,shaniqua ( Read more... )

ok here go's i'm so bored right now i wish i had sumone to talk to but now days it seems i can't really talk to ne one about how i feel cuz everytyme i try to express my feelings i feel stupid for feeling the way i do and it hurts keepin all this shit inside ut i guess thats why i have a LJ so i can express myself here uh ? well i guess it helps to ( Read more... )

ok hello ppl

it's me again today went the same as usaul except today was my grandma's birthday so i called her and wished her a happy happy birthday and i played a game with my sister then jalisa and heather came over so we walked around with my sister i dropped off my sister after my dad came home and i me and heather took jalisa home cuz we ( Read more... )

hey it's me duh today wasn't bad i did the usaul woke up around 11am ...mom called to make sure everythings ok which it usaully is and then i did my chores when my dad came home i left to the store then heather and jalisa was lookin 4 me and when i finally came home they were there so everything was cool .Jalisa might be going on a trip with ( Read more... )

ok things r going good i guess 4 everyone elses of course it's very rare i get to b happy 4 me and that sucks so bad the most i can do is b happy 4 everyone else adam me and and heather r cool now which is good andrea and heather a friends again and me and heather r best friends we have so much fun together kurts back in tayor but he's going to ( Read more... )

there is so much i have to learn about this thing call boys i swear they drive me crazy and put me on a emotional roller coaster of no ending it's so sad how i am but it's my fault since i'm not like my friends they can like all these guys and i can only like one or two which don't really leave my options open i miss hangin out with adam ( Read more... )

ok last week i was upset about that guy but i'm ok now actually i've been good it's weird how radom i can b but i hope this feeling of happiness last since i don't feel like being upset or depressed or angry ne more even though i knoe i will b feelin that way sooner or later but it's easier when u got ur friends like me lol even though me heather ( Read more... )

ok these past 2days have sucked 4 me since i don't think the person who told me he loves me loves and it sucks because no one knoes how much i didn't want to believe him because everytyme i realize i love someone and they surposly love me i get hurt i'm not sure if he's lost feelings 4 me or not but it sure seems like it he ( Read more... )

hey ppl

my weekend wasn't bad even though heather and brian left to go up north they had fun i guess my stepdads family was up here from atlanta so on friday and saturday him and my sister went to my uncles house i stayed @ home most of the day except when adam came over and we went to his house and watched aqua teen most of the tyme ...i came ( Read more... )