all of a sudden around like 9 at work, i got very sad about the fact that i wont be with joey. i was talkin to corey and he said that joey like freaked out about the fact that the girl he's seeing, crystal, was gonna leave upset or something, and he wouldnt let her...the thing is is that corey said that joey doesnt act this way with other girls :/ ( Read more... )

haha OK this weekend was so fun! last night me and angeh went to mary's house. i wasnt gonna be able to go bc my work sucks and noone was gonna work for me, but good ol dave worked for me, i paid him $20 and said that i love him SO MUCH. ok so neways...yeah we get there around like 9, and guess who i see. joey :D i was so happy...but his gf was ( Read more... )

ok so this morning i woke up around 12:30 in holden...once again i piss myself off bc i got stuck there last night, (well not a bad stuck) bc of the snow. so once again i missed school today. :( well not english bc there was a delay, but i missed a test. im such a loser and fuckin up shit very quickly. so anyways, woke up, and left around like 1: ( Read more... )

feeling stressed out these days...school is hard, my car is beginning to suck a little, i think it needs a tune up, and the tires rotated, and an oil change...which will take all my money. i just paid my bills last week, and im already getting more bc i paid a couple late, and its late fees. I CANT AFFORD THIS! once i pay off that damned credit ( Read more... )

wow i am so happily numb. :D trips to connecticut playing head automatica no 3 the whole way nad back/ i truly do love my life :) <3****<33 i miss angi, i dont see her enough anymore :( im going through withdrawals!! :) i saw kate today driving to leicester, i dont see her enough either. then i saw kate at my work too. i didnt get to say hi bc it ( Read more... )

yeahhh, so i started my psych class today. it was alright, i was late bc i didnt think there'd be so much traffic. only by like 5 mins tho...and a lot of ppl showed up after me, and the prof didnt care so its all good. so then i came home adn did my homework for the other 3 classes, idk if im supposed to bc we didnt have class yesterday, but i did ( Read more... )

lately i've been feeling down. idk if its the weather or if i really am not happy. school just started adn i skipped the second day. THE SECOND DAY! Wow. I was very angry at myself for that. so then i read the syllabus for every class, and spanish said "examen Paso A" for monday. (today) im like "great" this sucks. bc i decided to read these ( Read more... )

i've been thinking, and i think what matters most to me is having the great friends that i do. they have helped me through some very hard times and were strong for me when i couldnt be. sat with me while i cried and didnt need to say a word to make me feel better. sometimes even whole conversations without saying a word ;) all i want to say is that ( Read more... )

so me kate and stacy hung around dunkins all night long :) haha. completely wired on some shit and just sat around and talked and talked and talked. i absolutely LOVE heart to hearts. its the best time in the world. i felt so incredibly amazing tonight, just pure wonderful. talked deven's ear off haha, i said that me and him are gonna make this ( Read more... )

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