I don't even know where to begin...all this shit started because i blew someone off, and it's like i did something way worse. Harsh words are being thrown around, and thrown back i might add. This really does make me think there was an alterior motive. How could someone so quickly throw a friendship away just because they were blown off? Hm... If ( Read more... )

i love you and i miss you...more than you'll ever fuckin know

so i havent updated in a while, busy busy busy. i've just been working really, and spending the rest of my time with angi. april 26 was the 1 year anniversary of chantelles accident, and may 3 of her death :*( i lit a candle for her at the memorial on the 26 and i will do it again on the 3rd, sucks. :*( RIP hunnie ( Read more... )

ummm yeeeeahhh...im soo bored. :P went tanning today :D WHHHHEEEEEWW!!! haha me heather stacy and angi went...i went for 10 minutes wooow that extra 2 minutes really make a freakin difference! im goin to heathers tonight, i havent showered or nething yet and its 5:30, i watched a movie with dre, the butterfly effect! im in loove with that movie! <3 ( Read more... )

soo...my lil dre dre moved in yesterday! :D i love that girl! helped her move all her stuff in my old room, and she got to organizing it, for a lil' bit ;) haha then we went and got a copy of the house key and a ceeeelll phone!!! its under my name tho, bc she has no credit, thats ooookayy!! yeah she got a pic phone for THIRTY BUCKS! "uhh LUCKY!" ( Read more... )

ok, (lol i cant keep this freakin' smile off my face!) so me heather and andrea go to umm get soda at joey's work. haha!! well i really just wanted to see for sure if he worked there and i just had to know, so i made heather buy a sandwich lol just so we'd have a reason to go in. we walked in and sara was taking our order, and talked to her for ( Read more... )

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I got home from work like a half hour ago...yayness for me when i have to work both saturday and friday overnights :( but i wrote diana a note saying that i want saturdays off, or at least the night. i wouldnt mind working the overnight during the week or something, but nooooo i work the weekend...hopefully that will change soon. i might get a job ( Read more... )

i really think i am going to withdraw from college...i read the policy on refunds and i wouldnt get any money back because its past 16 days. although i just remembered that my grandparents gave me $1000 for the bill. oh god...oh my god i dont know what they'll say about that. but is that reason enough to stay? im not dropping out right now because ( Read more... )

well not too much has happened since my last update...but i have been thinking about maybe withdrawing from school and going back in the summertime. i mean, im just not motivated right now...the only reason i went back this semester was bc my mom would've killed me if i didnt. i just didnt want to disappoint her, my dad, and even my brother bc they ( Read more... )