I can't help but remember how perfectly I fitted in your arms ( Read more... )

I'm fucking pissed. I'm fucking pissed for the fact that things had ended this way when I did not want it to and tried to make things better. For a relationship that seemed too good to be true, it certainly ended pretty fucked up, and I think it's embarrassing considering how my past "relationships" ended much better than this.  And don't tell me ( Read more... )

I came to livejournal to write out my feelings ( Read more... )

Please, someone be with me...

....I hate being alone...

Never had I felt so alone,
so helpless,
so exhausted,
left out,
so painful,
so scared,
so dead.

Please. I need a prayer.

Walk With Me (updated version ( Read more... )

Let me say this ( Read more... )

Hey! Me again ( Read more... )

Hey everyone. Long time no talk, eh? I haven't blogged for some time. Maybe because I was busy. But I'll try to find more time to. Maybe it'll help me some.

So how's everyone doing?  Anything crazy lately? Anything new?

Me? God it's been a roller coaster...from hell.  Good, bad, horrible...I'll never find peace nowadays.  I've been pretty busy ( Read more... )

Today marks our
One year and 8 month
^___^
Could a girl get any happier than this?
I just want to burst out and scream
at the top of my lungs to say
I Love Paul Celano
for all of Chicago to hear.
And even then that's not enough.

The distance has gotten to me,
I will admit.
It has been extremely hard
and aggravating for both of us.
But we're going to make it.
We' ( Read more... )