we've created a masterpiece. can it remain unbroken. we've played with fire and not been burnt. will our skin remain unsinged. let's stop playing roled and move on. i only want you, let's runaway together. can we throw away our dreams and make new ones together. let's start over. i wanna hold you so fucking so tight. squeeze so hard we become each ( Read more... )

once again last night i wrote something new. but this time my words weren't on paper. i etched them in my skin. this time, i might be scared. i may have gone too deep. because the bloods not stopping. oh my god what have i done. i'm destroying the only beautiful thing in my life, and no on'es to blame but me. i love you baby. but this bleeding isn' ( Read more... )

what you see in the mirror has left me in disbelief. through your eyes it's just a shape. to me, you're the greatest piece of art to ever be created. to me, you're the only known beauty. i know the voices you're always hearing. and they're so hard to get out when the words hit you like bullets. but girl if you could only be on the outside looking ( Read more... )

why am i always so discontent. i'm constantly at war with myself. my feelings, thoughts and desires are always so close behind. and now i'm finding the only thing i've ever run from...is me. i stopped avoiding pain cause it always shows up. unexpected, unwanted and unwelcome. and it feels like it never leaves. maybe 'cause i'm always feeling so ( Read more... )

where have you been? i used to sit here, humbly on my knees. but how can i believe when i'm feeling so abandoned. am i supposed to fill your shoes. i'd say it's more a burden...an obligation. do you know how i've felt. this scar i carry forever is hidden well. but can it remain covered forever. one day someone will see me for who i am. someday i'll ( Read more... )