so i typed this long entry about my life... and how i set standards too high in every thing i do and every one i meet, but then i read it and deleted it. It felt good to type all my feelings out but then i got rid of it becuase really by u people reading about it, it isn't gunna do ne thing to fix it so im gunna try to start fixing my life which ( Read more... )

i keep telling myself only five more ( weeks )

tomorrow is monday and hopefully a fresh start... a lot of things are kinda changing tomorrow but i wont go into detail.. i said hi and bye to matt last night which kinda sucked.. to think i went all break with out seeing him.. i mean he lives down the street from me.. but yeah im nto blaming that all on me cuz he didn't try to hard to hang out ( Read more... )

well well 2004 is coming to and end...and im kinda excited and nervous at the same time..hoping to hold on to a few things from 2004 but over all hoping that 2005 will be much better ( Read more... )

merry christmas.. i got everything i wanted but i take it all back to have you ( Read more... )

Im ready for..

Snow
Sleeding
Snowboarding
Fires
Roasting marsh-mellows
snowball fights
Scarfs
Christmas
cuddling
Presents
No School
Icing cookies
soup
Sweaters
snowmen

im ready for everything about winter except for missing you

while taking a bath...

so they're only about 3 things i ever think about.. college being one. i dont know what i am going to do, im not down with public showers. I take a bath almost every other day..

THERE IS NO BATH TUB IN COLLEGE!

<3

so i thought this weekend was going suck. Friday at 8 am i got my wisdom teeth out and got home around 10 and just slept all day. I woke up took some meds and slept some more..i have never slept so much in my life i almost slept 20 hours in a 24 hours it was great..so becca came and visited me and we had pillow talk = ) talked about boys and ( Read more... )

ok so im not good about talking about my sister with people cuz i still get emotional about it but i need to tell people about it. so this post is for JENN HAYNES and any one else who is always there ready to talk whenever i need it even though i never want to.. im sorry its just the way i am. ok so the first set of court cases is over. He got 60 ( Read more... )

i really dont remember the last time i wrote a happy post.. i normally just bitch and complain in here so its time for a change of pace. so life is good right now i have all my college applications in, im slacking in school and still getting good grades, me and the rentals are on good terms, i got to see all my college kids again.. and a certain ( Read more... )