ok yea so i havent written in forever but i feel a need to post a random thought i have been having frequently lately.. so yea i guess it isn't that random. Well you know that saying you dont really realize what you had until its gone.. well this seems to be a reaccuring thought in my life right now ( Read more... )

how. why. i can't believe this is happening again. i cant take it anymore, i just cant. My sister was killed exactly four months ago by a drunk driver..who i was so angry at but then i think and why dont i get angry at my fiends who get behind the wheel completely trashed? I know i can say that i have never and will never drive drunk, but i have ( Read more... )

ok so yea im totally liking this guy... and honestly i cant pick out the exact things i like about him but all i know is a like him...yea somtimes i get the feeling he likes me too but sometimes i dont know.. the challenge is making it even better but its making it even harder at the same time!

<3 my new girlfriend shannon.. 9.25.04
forever

hmm havent posted in a minute.. well lets see school is ok, i feel like im slackign and its only the third week so i need to fix that. Cheerleading is good i hope were good this year ( Read more... )

ok so i like writting in lj now because i took the link off my profile so all the random stalker people can't look at it any more! School is ok im really scared about my ap classes i feel like i have gotten myself into somethign that i can not handle but im guna try really hard to make it throuhg half the year until college apps happen. So yea i ( Read more... )

ok so i havent had a real post in awhile but tonight it is needed. i hate when people yell at me and i hate when people are mad at me. Sorry about my bitching becuase thats all im about to do i havent done it in a long ass time so i feel like i get the right to do it the whole entire entry cuz i mean hey it is my journal any wayz. So yea apparently ( Read more... )

ok so school is almost here and im not ready at all..i still have summer work to do, shopping and work. I work everyday for atleast five hours it is not the worst job but it has made my summer not feel like summer, sometimes i feel like i have no life outside of it and i didnt think that, that was suppose to happen till i was old ( Read more... )

so i got my guitar and stuff and im trying to teach myself but im way to add to do this myself so i wanna get lessons i called dale city and they have a 3 month waiting list so i was like forget that so then i called music and art and its 78 bucks for 4 lessons mom said she woudl pay for it but i feel bad cuz that seems like a lot..grrr stupid add ( Read more... )

I got a GUITAR today..Yahooo!!

must go teach self how to play!

and im signing off with livejournal for real this time..this is my last entry i dont write about ne thign i want to ne more cuz everyone bitches soo there is no point

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