i'm pretty sure no one i know uses this thing anymore or even chechs it, i know i dont. but for some reason decided to tonight ( Read more... )

I can't sleep for the life of me. I hate not being able to sleep...darn thinking to much.

Tomorrow i have to go shopping for Mississippi then i think people are coming swimming and maybe a camp-out under the stars with the girls.
Friday is cara's pasta party which i am most definatly excited for minus the fact that it will proabbly be the last time i ( Read more... )

my dad said i should probably start just looking for anoher job and i agree. the one day a week at michaels definalty isn't cutting it...b/c i have insurance, phone and gas i have to pay for and i also pay for when i go out.  i am forced to be resposible.  i really like it there but i need more then 5.5 hours a week and i havent requested anything ( Read more... )

Things have  changed. I am just all of a sudden realizing this. The summer group doent really exisit.  Orignal 5 barely... hanging on.  I dunno if the change was gradual, but all of sudden seems like things have changed. People who i was really close to over the summer are really distant. Maybe thats the way God wants it though. It's not how I want ( Read more... )

"I wanted memories, I wanted us to have some good times together while we could, because these guys were my best friends ever, and even I know thats a precious thing. And maybe I wanted to try and prevent the inevitable, and keep us all from drifting apart. How I was gonna do that, I had no idea." crashing by chris wooding.

It made me think.

Friday night- sooo i had to work which was extremly boring. there was nothing to be done. But i got several visits from launa and melissa(i planned my own present, not realizing it), my mom and little sister, and vanessa and katie.  I like visits they are nice.  Then i had elle,cara,vanessa,katie,sally,launa,anna,hill, and j all over and we had an ( Read more... )

ahhh..time to update.lets start with TWIRP ( Read more... )

This week went alright i guess. with a few exceptions.

mondaybad news.monday  was hard because we found out michelle has a mild case of autism, and will be in specail ed classes next year. Before my mom even told me, i could have guessed. i already had an idea that she had it.  It was just so hard to hear, i mean she is my baby sister.  i dont know ( Read more... )

why do feelings have to be so hard to read?

i wish  that they were just known or that i had the guts to say something.  beacause i am trying to read what i ahve been told but i dont know if i am comprehending it or reading it right.  i am not even sure if i know how i feel, i am pretty sure i do, but only with the help of a little "seed."  I ( Read more... )

first day of work = sucessful.  my fingers hurt from them getting crushed while hanging up baskets.  basically we are just getting the store ready...putting up shevels and soon loading in all the merch. i think i will like it even better when its open and we have customers. i believe, i am to work as a cashier but not for postive.

delayed start ( Read more... )