there arent that many times in my life where i feel like no words can be used to explain things. and i guess maybe i never thought that words could compare. but right now...there really arent any words or explanations that would satisfy me. there is nothing that anyone could say that would make me feel better.. or make this any easier. there are no ( Read more... )

they say it gets easier....but i'm not too sure i believe that.

you dont know the truth.....and i love your life.

like most people i often wonder what my life would be like if i made different choices. if i did things differently.. maybe it would be better.. easier. maybe it would be wonderful and i'd be incredibly happy and successful. and the truth is.. you always look at the things you arent and wonder. wonder what it'd be like to be those things..to have ( Read more... )

another year and the same resolutions...how can this be right? does not matter. will start tomorrow. cannot be expected to enforce resolutions on first day of new year. stupid idea.

Bridget: I'm so sorry. I didn't mean it. Well, I meant it, but I was so stupid... After all, it's only a diary. Everyone knows diaries are just... full of crap.
Mark Darcy: Yes, I know that. I was just buying you a new one.

hummm. i love it. :)

so I decided that I wanted to have a themed birthday this year. and then my lovely sister gave me the wonderful idea to have a pirate themed birthday because of course I'm a pirate...or atleast I like to think I'm a pirate. anyways I'm excited. I know exactly what I'm going to wear...almost. and so I want everyone to call me and get dressed up as ( Read more... )

so here's the thing. next saturday is kinda my birthday. and considering that every birthday I've ever had has been a complete shit fest I'm not really expecting a lot..or anything for that matter. chances are i'll spend the night at home alone watching movies that will be depicting my unavoidable future. what a gripping life i do lead.

"I guess it's just like high school...a few assholes ruined it for all of us."

this is what i'm doing instead of my paper...blah i'm such a bad bad student. i stole this from Meg my T.P.C! <3

bold whats true:

01. I have a cell phone.
02. I'm obsessed with high heels.
03. I am the youngest child
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I love hoop earrings.
06. I am a libra.
07. I love beer.
08. I can't live without lip gloss.
09. I can' ( Read more... )