I really wish I could have went to North Carolina this week for Kelby's birthday. My whole family, even my dad, is there. They had a little party for her, and are taking her to the zoo tomorrow.

I hate that I'm missing all this.

I really miss my family.

It rained all day today--a gorgeous, summer downpour that soaked me the instant I stepped outside. Summer storms here are amazing--warm, heavy, and steamy when the rain hits the streets. They are the perfect for afternoon naps, lazy drives through the city, and running hand in hand with someone while laughing at the novelty of being so bold ( Read more... )

(Angel Amber and Devil Amber conversing on her shoulders ( Read more... )

I'm really, really glad I didn't drink tonight, and I decided to be the Designated Driver. Otherwise, I'm pretty sure I would have been badly hurt or killed ( Read more... )

Hurrah!  I'm over the Zombie Plague Fever thingie that had been kicking my ass for the last few days. Fucka-you, sore throat/fever/general apathy towards the world!

Green eyes rimmed in red. Staring unseeing. Cool hands laid on dry, hot skin. Fever-bright. Never had thirst felt so tangible, but swollen throats left no room for such desires. Head thrashing on the pillow, back and forth, looking for some yet unfound cool spot on the linen.  Voices, worried murmurings. Pills forced down. PIlls forced up. Crying ( Read more... )

I have a sore throat and it makes me sad  : (

So I think I'm going to go watch Princess Bride and be happy : )

Sure wish I had someone to curl up with and watch it though, and not my own personal R.O.U.S.

Just to prove that I'm capable of more than posting surveys and sappy little blurbs on X-Mas specials, I decided that I should post something of substance tonight :)

So let's see...what has been new with me lately...well, I finally got all moved in with Misti. Many, many thanks to all that helped out (mainly Mike and Mark). It's been a good time, ( Read more... )

So it's Father's Day. I just got off the phone with my dad, whom I haven't seen since X-Mas (and probably won't see until next X-Mas). And once again, after talking to him, I'm left with the feeling that I've come to associate with him--the bitter taste of anger, guilt, regret, sadness, and confusion.

And love. But that's the most complicated ( Read more... )

I just had the weirdest dream ever ( Read more... )