I died my hair...for the gazillionith time...its black....i dunno what I think of it yet...its been a week...hmm...i thinki i will go back to blond...soon..

Yesterday was my dad's work's family softball game, and we lost terribly. Last year we won the tournament and the trophy, but this year there was no such luck. we lost by one point. My dad and Matt were basically the whole team, tho, and they kicked ass. I managed to hit the ball, but I hit it over to 2nd base were Matt was trotting furiously, and ( Read more... )

So today I saw Matt for the first time in whoknowshowlong. That was nice. He picked me up from where I babysit, even came in to see the baby, and we just pent the day bumming around. I miss that. The whole rest of the day all we could do is smile and joke with each other. its crazy how being apart has made us both realize how crazy we are about one ( Read more... )

I've changed. Not everyone believes it, I am sure, but I have. I no longer hurt people and not care. I dont invade peoples relationships for the pure victory of it. I am honest, open, and no longer over dramatic. I am more level now. Pretty much incapable of getting too happy or sad. I am who I am, I dont try to put on some facade or manipulate ( Read more... )

I'm watching House right now. I love this show, its the only show I watch regularly.
So I am having a dilemma. My boyfriend keeps bringing up weddings and marriage, and yet he hasnt proposed..Before it was exciting, but now I am starting to get annoyed..boys are frustrating

Thank God for Matt or I might be in jail at this moment- basically almost lost my shit twice today and he managed to calm me way down ( Read more... )

So I am currently in the Cape, drinking coffee out of a cup "thats so big, it mine as well have nipples on it", feeling skinny, my boy is playing XBOX, our love child is trying to get out of her crib, and I'm feeling...pretty good. I could stay here. I could live like this. Me, caffinated; him shooting the HALO creatures; and her being, well, a ( Read more... )

HAHAHAHAHAHA,
livejournal sux. Why do I go here...oh, I suc..hahaha...oh man, oh my

I basically just had my first "long distance relationship" breakdown. Matt and I had been bickering all weekend, none of which was much fun, and upon my arrival back home i realized it was all displaced anger. Its so strange to be yelling at and being yelled at by a person and not be the least bit upset with them. The fact was that I was royally ( Read more... )

So I have been "relieved" from work, so I hear. Its all good though. I will just count this as an internship, which is all it was suppose to be, and I have my supervisor's letter of recommendation to cover that. I am kind of relieved to be done there, to be honest. Overnights were wearing on me, and the people there were kinda moody themselves ( ( Read more... )