I thought I was done chaging for everyone. That finally I could be myself around everyone who matter. yet i find myself having to change everything, i find myself holding my tounge more that i speak my mind.  i hate it.  but if i want these people to accept me, shouldn't i accpet them?  or is there a line where you say no, i don't have to deal with ( Read more... )

maybe thats just my way of dealing with the pain -- forgetting everything between our rise and fall....