i woke up this morning and despite where i was and the fact that my dumb boy was lying next to me, i just felt sad.  all i can think about is my sister moving away. 
five days.  i dont live with her and i honestly dont even see her that often besides the every-other- week thing that we had going on. but now that all changes.  Shes moving across the ( Read more... )

 Today was good and i just wish i had more days like this.
i felt so much love and had so much fun.
i'm sitting here almost in tears cause i know i'll miss it so much.
i love these people so much and yes there is the whole summer yet, but what about after that?
i will love you all forever.

p.s. my grandma got so drunk tonight that she asked her ( Read more... )

Do you see this storm outside right now?

i do.

but it'll pass...
thats what i have to remember to get through the scary parts.

patty wont let us stay with her in california anymore.
my mother.

And now its all up to me, i have to get everything together for a place to stay, but at this point i'm not even sure if its going to happen. we have these tickets to california but thats if we even make it that long. Love the boy to death, but thats just it i might kill him sometimes. ( Read more... )

i am fine ( Read more... )

 This weekend has been good. in fact, this past week has been pretty swell. despite the bumps in the road that come with the territory everything is sort of falling into place.

Alot of things happened this week to make me realize some things about myself.  First being that i do want him in my life, and that what i thought i wanted, is not actually ( Read more... )

yesterday started out like shit ( Read more... )

 i've been so worried about things and this week has been so dramatic that i'm just finally that its over ( Read more... )

first of all damnit ( Read more... )

i am the most jealous person i know..