why are things so hard for people that dont deserve it? i dont get it. the biggest assholes can have the best lives and the sweetest people i know can want to take their own. its not fair.

i love you.

So yeah. i jinxed myself cause tonight sucked. :\

So everything is definatly good right now. its lookin like another thanksgiving break which we can most definatly use. happy times they are. :)everydays with my kri plus a little more. hurraaay for us!

ps: today is gunna be a good day :)

Last Person You Hugged? Kristen :) my one true love

Last Thing You Laughed At? this thing on brents tape recorder 
Last Time You Cried? last week

What's In Your CD Player?  goodbye tomorrow, copeland, and desole
What Color Socks Are You Wearing? orange fury ones
What's Under Your Bed? my quiji bored, safe, and a blanket
what time did you wake up today? ( Read more... )

( my mAAAm :) )

so i haven't written anything in awhile.. meh what can ya do? last night was interesting. I WENT DOWN A LAUNDRY SHOOT.. TWICE! :) man it was so totally awesome to the max. um... kri and i made the coolest bracelets. they have bells on them and we jingle like a cat. we made bell keychains too but kri's broke cause hers sucked and mine was way better ( Read more... )

( ahhhh yeah )

last night was very very good. made me forget about things for awhile. or at least till people send texts. but anywho... PIMPS! ha kristen for i love you. but i was so sad when goodbye tomorrow was over! :( and ever more sad when we left!! :(:( let's get sick and have soup brought to us! :) hugs are good. very good. especially when it's a ( Read more... )

Today was so horrible.. in so many ways. I can't sleep either. I want to forget today.. like in Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. I love Kristen and Kyle.. they kept me together. I dunno..

Bold the ones that apply.

01. I have never kissed someone of the same sex on the lips or of the opposite sex.
02. I see a therapist.
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am drawn to things associated with sadness.
05. I have gauged earrings.
06. I wear black eyeliner every day.
07. I am extremely influenced by kindness.
08. I love to write.
09. I can't ( Read more... )