i woke up late... my alarm didn't go off. i had spent the whole night talking to kira... imma go see her now... i gotta go to school... peace

i took a long hot shower today... i pratically fell asleep in the shower... my head kinna hurts but other than that i am fine... i don't thik i want to do any thing today though.. probably just lay in the dark in my soft cool sheets and watch movies... and just let the poison that is in my head drain out... the poison of hope and fantacy... all of ( Read more... )

i am freaking pissed drunk right now and this whole day has been a freaking question mark to me.. i don't even rememebr any thing.. so don't any one call me because yea.. i don't feel like talking right now... peaceeeED

what the fuck is the matter with me?
i have grown so cold...
my hugs and lips
that were once warm
are no longer...
my smiles are empty
and my eyes so lifeless...
i have become rather bitter...
and distant..
one that was sooo close...
eh poo

ok.. i have had the biggest lack of sleep this whole damn weekend... and yesterday was just trama with kiki and cb... freaking crazy people... well yes ( Read more... )

shit.. i just came home from the beach and now i am going out with greg and cb... carlos said greg wanted to chill with me.. gee i wounder why.. he better not have opend his mouth about yesterday.. i'll kick his ass... any ways.. yea.. i gotta go get dressed.. love you all much... bye bye...

i just was the sun rise... it was beautiful.... it it a cool day outside...

that is all......

i have been rather pensive... nothing that i feel like talking about though... joel picked me up... and than we met up with carlos at mainstreet... than fucking joel's car didn't start.. i was like hell no... than we went to blimpies to that joel could talk to his boss.. he gave me some sort of pain relife pill.. my head was ready to explode right ( Read more... )

my head hurts soooo bad.... i have never had a head ache this bad.. it freaking burns... carlos and i are gonna go out today... probably to play pool or to the beach... or some thing... just some where to relax... and ( sigh ) just breath... i feel rather shity... i am out.. peace

i already took a shower and i am getting dressed for school.... it is just a tad bit early don't ya think? damn people and talking to me at night and leaving me pensive.... like if i sleep well anyways.. eh poo on everyone... hehe... i spent the night on the phone and watching my fair lady... =D :: bursts out in to song :: " i could have danced all ( Read more... )