ok well apparently someone thinks my last entry had somethin to do with jeff and it doesnt. jeff you know we have like the most perfect relationship ever and if there was ever a problem, you know we would talk about it. so dont worry. sorry if you thought that was about you for any reason. i love you so much! and not that its anyones business but ( Read more... )

I can't shake the feeling that something is missing. I have no idea what it is, but somethin is missing in my life ( Read more... )

I love my Jeffrey Walter!!!! Hehehe! :D

So.. yea, this entry is gonna be depressing. I'm getting fed up with a few things in life. It's like no matter how hard I try to stay positive, something always happens that just makes everything worse. Yea, things just keep getting worse. There doesn't seem to be any light at the end of this tunnel. So I've been hiding a few things really well ( Read more... )

Remember that conversation

We had a while back,

About how we’d be best friends

Forever & ever ?

Or do you even remember

Those lies that came out of your mouth

That day ?

Haven't wrote in a while. Not much to say. Me and Jeff just celebrated 7 months. Things are great with us. He's the only positive thing I have in my life right now. The only thing in my lfe that makes me happy is him. Oh well. Thats all. Later

I don't know what is going on anymore. I cried myself to sleep last night, I'm so confused. It's all coming to an end and I honestly do not know why. Things really are not bad. You tell me "it's not the end of the world", well for me it is. I've lost everything! My family and everything! I didn't need it, couldn't you tell? All I needed was you. ( Read more... )

Ok, so I was going through my old journal entries and found these from a long time ago. Although I have the perfect man, I just think these are cute because when I posted them they were about Jeff and to him ( Read more... )

Well, everything was going horribly wrong and it seemed like everything bad would never end. I moved out. Hopefully things will start to get better soon. Mom and dad obviously didn't think I would really leave. Oh well ( Read more... )

Yea, I'm still alive...