I asked for a sign
and God sent you.
I wonder how long
you'll stay and if it
is just temporary.
Just something to
keep my mind off
the past, only he 
knows. But I'm glad
you're around and
I haven't been this 
excited about a 
person for some
time now.

Bad Side of life:
+Megan passed away and I regret 
not staying close to her. 
+My health has been an issue.
+I'm still hopelessly in love,
and there has been no relief.
+parents argue 24/7

Good Side of life:
+God still loves me and wants the best for me.
+God is a God of healing.
+I still have the chance to tell more of my friends
about Jesus because only God ( Read more... )

Oh lord, how long must I hold on to your promise ( Read more... )

I was asleep this afternoon and i was beginning to wake and as I was I heard my name. Lauren. So so so so so clear. I begin to think and somewhat whisper "I hear you" and i begin to realize I was alone at home. I woke up and thought nothing of it but when I remember how well I wanted to know that voice I realized it was everything i had been ( Read more... )

  it's gone. The feelings are gone. They have been gone ( Read more... )

I hold my breath
and I wait for you to breathe.

Oh God,
my God.
What dare I say to you?
The dreams that I wish
come true..
You see my heart,
revealed from the start.
But why is this so hard
to do?
Will you stay awake 
with me? 
I find it hard to stay
asleep.

Im super duuuper excited ( Read more... )

Today was alright. Kinda boring.
But I got to talk to one of my 
favorite people today. 
Ryan and Kevin.
I miss Ryan since he is all the
way in college station and 
Kevin I haven't seen in ages,
I decided to IM the cutie.
Best idea I had all day.

Well its late and im le tired.
so ima take a nap THEN 
FIRE THE MISSLES!

Well it has been FOREVER since I have written in here.. again.
I'm gonna start typing more, cause I love to type about things.
But anywhoo..

Looking at the last entry makes me cry, I wish the fire I had
for God would have stayed alive but it slowly ended up dying. 
Amanda and I are cool with each other and I love seeing 
her because she is an awesome ( Read more... )