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Walter is with someone.
Apparently when he said he wasn't ready for relationship he meant just with me.
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If I can't be with you, I'll satisfy my heart by being your friend. How could I not?
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I wish my heart could stop being broken for five seconds. I mean he's not going to change his mind. I'm so glad therapy is in an hour because then I can get it all out and feel better. Or get it all out and still feel madly in love with him.
Fucking Walter.
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Everyone warned me against him. Probably should have listened. Didn't care though. Love makes you do the wacky. It's over now and I guess I deserved it. -
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Why is it that ex-girlfriends always jump back into the picture when things seem to be going places? Ok so maybe neither of us is ready for a relationship. And maybe we're both so broken we can barely take care of ourselves. But still, the moment she talks to him, he gets distant. From me that is. I started to let myself go, to let myself feel ( Read more... ) -
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I must write. I spent today walking around a park in Lincoln with Walter. We fell down a lot. Slipped and slided and crawled on rocks. We kissed by the lake. We kissed on a rock. We held hands and we laughed a lot. We found a random chair in the woods. I wish I'd had my phone so I could have taken a pic of Walter sitting on the random chair. It ( Read more... ) -
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Oh wow. This meeting is sucking the life out of me. I get to see Walter after so yay! But I am so not in the mood for this meeting. He just tore my article to shreds with his criticism. And he's not even close to done. He's being all nitpicky. Obnoxious. Aarons here with me. But he's got his lappy and all I have is my phone. I'm not going to my ( Read more... )