i just cant shake this feeling of being insecure. its these people,and this world is too small ( Read more... )

here comes the summer

(12:34:14 AM) anovaryisland: then one time we tried to have sex
(12:34:20 AM) anovaryisland: but he had a small penis
(12:34:22 AM) anovaryisland: so i said nevermind
(12:34:25 AM) anovaryisland: theni crashed his car

i had something to say. but i dont. but im over these people around me, i need to leave. hopefully there are better people else where. maybe some who like to do productive things and want to change all the bad. of course i'll never pursue a leave of absense. but if i did id probably stay absent forever.

what are you doing here, ly down

how guys get involved with me and then stop talking to me. this seems to happen to me over and over again. im not sure whats wrong with me, but im going to stop having feelings and never get involved with anyone ever.i hate to do so because i am a loving and caring person but this is all really too much and im sick of feeling like shit.

who dont ditch me and who dont know my fucking ex. because whenever hes around THEY DONT FUCKING TALK OR HANG OUT WITH ME. FAACKK. i hate being lonely at my house :( this is such an unfortunate night. yesterday was valentines day and luckily i got to see serge and give him his valentine and cuddled for like 10 minutes before he had to go to work ( Read more... )

im so indecisive. i dont know what i want ahh!! its okay danica. take it slow. SLOW DOWN. let things happen dont control every situation. i love talking to myself. anyways, i went to a gay ass show on saturday, it was full of hardcore kids which im not fond of. im really not fond of anything that has a fucking uniform its retarded. ive never seen ( Read more... )

no boys. i hate boys. im going to stay away from them. i shouldnt even have sex with them.i need to focus on work and having fun and friends. fuck everything else. im just going to reject any boy that comes my way. i dont need romance,  i dont need any of this bullshit i think i want. fuck it. i need to get my mind away from all of that, i just get ( Read more... )

yesterday i slept for fucking ever, riley and laurissa got me to smoke at like one in the morning so i went home and just passed the fuck out.slept till 3 in the afternoon. woke up and went with cody to bodhi tree and had a glorious crispy lemon chicken meal with rice. soo deeeelicious. then we walked around main street for a bit and i got 2 shirts ( Read more... )