I find it kind of funny that her and I are both having nightmares. The night she woke up screaming, my heart dropped the bottom of my stomach. I know that she really hasn't been sleeping well, and has been worried sick ever since I told her about Operation: Gilded Song. I know what she's been through in the past, and know that I can't fail in ( Read more... )

As you all know by now, I enjoy thinking of possibilities of things that are happening, and of things to come. I suppose that has something to do with the watchtower I signed, and also the philosophical nature of our very faction. Or it could be that I'm just in my own crazy little wonderland enjoying a good unbirthday mental exercise, I'm not ( Read more... )

 It's been awhile since I've been in this contemplative of a state.  The idea that I could die soon has brought a lot of feelings that I had been suppressing in the past to the surface. The future becomes present, as there may not be a future in the future ( Read more... )

She thought that I fell asleep, holding her closely in my arms.  She was still breathing heavily, and the sweat began to dry on her.  The thing is, I wasn't asleep. She finally was back where she belonged, back in my arms. She looked so at peace, and the smile on her face let me know that she was happy to be back with me too. This has been a long ( Read more... )