"she said, if I would have known just how thing would've ended up, I just would have let myself die."
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Tomorrow, there is no reason that tomorrow will disappoint. I am knowing in a hopeful way that it will not, can not, and won't let me down. I will dance on, snake arms, open hips forward,infinity hips, mayas down, grapevine, a dance we made together in her living room. Will I still dance if tomorrow leaves me restless? Yes, because tomorrw is ( Read more... )

My life is unfolding. Becoming more fluid and calm, it unfurls, loosens. Like a bud or a braid. Becoming less controlled yet more defined. I can let go and still believe ( Read more... )

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I am sitting here in Amherst and reading about Jazz from a little xeroxed packet and it is snowing. I am feeling safe and comfortable but not really happy. I should change that. I'm going to go dance, so there.

It has been lovely being home. I have had calming days and so much time to be alone in the snow softened forest. It is something that I needed so much, to be with only myself and the cold. To be able to sift through my thoughts like dead leaves and let them go. It has also been a time for missing you. And I do miss you so much. But not for ( Read more... )

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Damn right, the semester is over. I have worked my ass off and I am fucking proud of myself. Tomorrow Moria is having a Irish-punkrock-pride+stout party to end it right, damn straight. I love the life I am building for myself, all the dancing makes me feel like my spirit is just under my skin. And weekly farm work is my diamond ( Read more... )

I have figured him out. My love, that I have never seen, the man who sings for Neutral Milk Hotel. He was not in the Holocaust(I never believed this Miss Rayburn). He was in love with Anne Frank as a young boy, and on realizing she was dead, he never loved again. Ohhh my tragic man. Yes he is also alive... right now!