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[lydia_]

I only feel like writing here when I'm feeling sad, I think. Otherwise I'm too distracted by more interesting things

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[futileissue]

I know the words on the cold computer screen never really help that much... but you are LOVED UNCONDITIONALLY

I swear.

[lydia_]

I love you, Alec. We need to hang out more.

wow. feelings.

[kiwitayro]

firstoff: hey! come live with us @ the castle!

2nd: i totally totally hear you. in fact, i intuited some of this about you just about an hour ago talking to josh. weird, eh? i feel this way most poignantly when i'm interacting with sacred harp people. i felt it a lot when was first at spring, and even this year at spring the first couple days. (like the day i walked into the dining hall and just burst into tears b/c i was convinced no one there wanted me to sit with them.)

i am a big dork, or at least i have been historically, and because i was oblivious to why i was so scorned as a kid, i am always afraid of being perceived as a dork now and STILL not knowing why or what i'm doing to be dorky.

am i being articulate? hm.

i guess what i'm saying is, *i* think you're super cool and want to live with you. :) call us!

[utopiancult]

i know that we never really spent too much time together with our opposite scheduals but i miss knowing that you are around. it makes nyc different. i miss you and hope to get up north soon to visit.

[lydia_]

I miss you too. Things are good up here, aside from the occasional freak out. It sounds bad, but I'm freaking out in a fairly healthy way when I do. Come visit soon and bring some other NYers too :)
Love,
Lydia