What do you get as presents for co-workers who you don't really know too well the day before Christmas (because they got you stuff and you're gonna feel like a dork if you don't reciprocate.)????? It has to be something I can make quickly (not food, cause we're surrounded by it where we work) or buy at a store that's open between now and 10pm or ( Read more... )

C- is spending the night. He just got back from spending some time away taking care of himself, and I hope he really is doing ok. I'm still feeling uneasy about the world. Things are in upheaval, I think. (when are they not, right?) We watched the Weather Underground tonight ( Read more... )

The universe is out of line when people get too scared of each other to work things out. It's disconcerting when people I know and love can't be around each other because they're too scared. More than disconcerting, it's like pulling the floor out from under me. It's not the way things are supposed to be. Shit happens, and with time it gets ( Read more... )

Can I really handle going down there? It's making me feel kind of sick. I really want to see Bev, but if it's making me feel like this now, what am I going to do when I'm there? I might feel like throwing up right in front of him. Or leaving as soon as I get there. But there's a Brookwood meeting happening here at T&A's and I don't feel like ( Read more... )

I have a new friend named Ben. He's the greatest and I think we're going to be best friends. He's four.

I want to buy a house. In Brazil, and maybe here in NH ( Read more... )

I didn't sleep too well at all last night. I felt better after I got off the phone with B, but it still took me forever to fall asleep, and even then I was still thinking about the whole thing in my dreams. Then I woke up in the middle of the night and it took forever to fall asleep again. This morning I ate half an English muffin and had some ( Read more... )

Please call me, someone. I really need to talk. I'll be up for at least another half hour.

Well, that's it. I talked to her. They broke up. He lied. A lot. She blames me, and him. It sucks. I tried. It's over.
Folks should call me.

Today kind of sucked untill just about an hour ago. Mom and Donnell were gone when Will and I woke up. She didn't ask if I wanted to stay home and hang out with Will, she just left us. Eventhough she knew that I hadn't gotten around to doing any of the things I'd wanted to do yesterday and she didn't know what my plans for leaving were (so I ( Read more... )