I am a failure.
Today proved it.

I'm under the personal belief that
I'm not only a waste of space
but a failure of a human being.
someone tell me I'm wrong?

I love you Rosemary
I just want all this shit to be over.
for things to be normal again.

PS: I have a temporary computer set up in
the hotel room I'm staying in. I can get online now.
Talk to people soon.

I'm packing up all of my stuff,
and moving out of my dorm today.
I won't be on the computer for at least a few days.
But that's ok I guess.
I just wanted to tell everyone where I would be.
Rosemary, I LOVE YOU! :D
I'll talk to you soon baby.

Uhm, talk to everyone later, when I get my intarbutts back.

Rosie and I got a kitty today!
We named it...
Blunston Mufflebugs!!

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It's my birthday.
Fuck if I feel older.
Whatever tho.
More later.

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All I do is dream about you lately.
It's disturbing.
I hate waking up afterward.
Fond memories.
and Half baked ideas of going back home.
You're always there.
You're always helping.

It makes me think you're still around.

I want you to be back.
But no matter how much I want it.
You're never coming back...

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I'm going back to school today.
I just wanted to say
I love you Rosie.
I'll be thinkin about you on the plane.

In recent news
I'm losing my scholarship
I have a 2.0 in school
and my life will soon end
...
at the hand of my mother.
more later~

*crosses fingers*

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*edit*
I won't lose my aid.
My GPA is looked at yearly, not semesterly.
I have next semester to bring it up