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I said I wouldn't update anymore. And I'm not. I just need to get a few things cleared up ( Read more... )

no more lj for me... well I'm done with this one. I'm done with pretending that people pay attention to me. I'mtired of being used.

I need to get away from here and everyone. I need to go somewhere where no one knows me cause I will feel more wanted then I do here.

fuck............. forget it.. i'm not explaining any more.

Guess who's back from Jebus camp? That's right I am ( Read more... )

Yesterday I got my hair cut a bit. Didn'the get it dyed though cause my fmaily sucks. After I got my hair cut Danielle and I went over to Sarah's and watched I love the 90's ( Read more... )

Last night I had a really weird dream. That's all I'm going to say about that. Anyways I woke up and couldn't go back to sleep cause of it.. that's when I relized that again I slept in til like 1:30. Wow I guess that these sleeples snights are actching up on me ( Read more... )

Today was ok. I woke up relizing that it was 1:30.. I hate getting up past 1.. I always feel like I have wasted so much of my day. Anyways we had to go get my cat from the vets cause she got fixed. I guess she was pregnant with 5 kittens but she woudl have probably died giving birth cause she's so little. After I got back I got ready for softball. ( Read more... )

Well today has been a good day. I was lazy, got a lot of sleep.. kind of... ok not really. We won our game against red stone tonight. They thought that they were going to win because they are 2nd in the league and "better" then veryone else... I guess we showed them eh? After the game Sarah, Chelsea, David, Rochele, Mike, and Steve came with me to ( Read more... )

friday I woke up early to get ready for sectionals and to make sure that I had my movies. Sectionals went just fine. I played most of the music I was given, I had fun, got to make a "new" version of the alma mater, and I got hyper and made some funny noises. After getting Wendy's I went to Sarah's. We watched a movie then like a little over halfway ( Read more... )

I don't know the last time I updated. I could look but I really don't care. I really don't feel like putting my thoughts on here anymore. Why? Because lately a lot of shit has happened that well I really dont like to discuss. Or the ever popular "i'm keeping it to myself" thing. That and it just doesn't seem like anyone cares about anything anymore ( Read more... )