things that are bothering me, pretty boring stuff here. i worked my ass off to get where i am in life right now but im really just been stuck in this r. kelly mindset lately as far as getting out of my ghetto ass addicted world and into the one im in was like a fantasy. and i made it happen and now all i have are my ghetto memories and i do feel ( Read more... )

Andrew...where are you? are you online right now?

Update: I JUST found out about 2 days ago that i will be deployed before 2005, yes less than 8 weeks left to hang out in the USA. i can't say exactly where im going but it will be hot and sandy. I have to get all my desert BDU's, gas masks, m-16 training and way too many shots....fun holiday season this year. But I'll be getting hooked up with ( Read more... )

Sam graduates basic training tomorrow, yay. its raining here, at least its not super windy, tired and hungover!

this first good thing to happen to me since i've been in the air force. My supervisor is 25 yrs. old and wheres band t-shirts and was playing DECAPITATED in his car, the other guy i work with, is 19, also listens to hardcore and offered to co-sign on anything i need cuz he has good credit. I know, I know. And my work schedule is 5 p.m. - 2 a.m. ( Read more... )

went to a club tonight, passed out on the floor, back at the dorms somehow. yay.

YESH! Just ordered Caninus (pronounced K-9 is) "Give the animals a voice" now i have something to live for......grindcore.

Where is Andrew?

all i really wanted was to join a cult, maybe get cool pair of nike cortez's and black capes and bunk bed friends. but instead i got a pair of combat boots and AEF #8. my fucking hat says PRIME RIBS on it.whatever not making sense right now.

this morning i tossed back an usually large handful of diet pills, vitamins, and herbs and didn't eat breakfast, the opposite of what i would normally do. I don' think my stomach liked the cornacopia of pills i swallowed and i puked black liquid up in FTAC ( i excused myself to the restroom) it was one of the best puking experiences i ever had, it ( Read more... )